Is it understandable to feel embittered with your life if you have had to face a lot?

My advice is to make money online and go to Thailand, where you can live like a king on $800 a month. I relate to your story and I just want to get away from everything, get a gf and live on the beach and not worry about anything. It's possible if you spend about 1 year building up a website. I started a site about 4 months ago and it's only making about $200 a month now but that comes in forever, I don't have to do any more work to keep that income coming in. So in 1 year I'll have enough to live on over there and never have to work again and retire in my early 30's. You should do the same.